this is real. this is me. (=

2010-08-31T22:58:00.000+08:00

alifridhwan.tumblr.com

2010-08-24T00:00:00.005+08:00

As much as i love my NNN and friends, i've never put them above my family. This is what i like about the month of Ramadhan. It brings my family together and much closer.

For those who knows me well, they know that my relationship with taufiq is like manchester united and liverfool. We don't talk to each other, we don't give a damn what's going on with each other's life and etc. The worst thing is i don't even consider him as my brother before. But ever since he step into his ns life, our relationship became better. Nowadays we show respect to each other. I really hope we could stay this way cause you know, at the end of the day, he's still my brother who used to be very close to me.

As for my youngest brother, asri, he's becoming more like an adult than a kid. His height is almost the same as me. Taking his PSLE this year. He's been telling me that he wished to join a secondary school that either have a hockey, track n field or taekwando as a cca. But i kinda disagreed with him getting into 'bgr' thingy at this such young age. I wanna scold him but thinking back, he knew i was also in that situation when i was his age. Hais... I just don't want him to do the mistake that i've done.

For my dad, i'm really thankful GOD answered my prayers cause my relationship with him also had became better. Nowadays he starts to joke around with me till it made me think if that's my dad cause he's known for his seriousness. I do hope you get your taxi license so you can start that job asap. *I'm not being mean but if he does, the car will be in my hand! Hehe* Please stay this way dad.

Last and foremost, my mum. What can i say about her? I just love her soo much. She's been there for me all the time both in good and bad times. She's my everything till i will tell my future girlfriend/wife that at the end of the day, she'll be my number 1 woman that i love and if i had to choose between the two of you, without hesitation my mum will be the one i gonna choose. I'm gonna be and will be proud to be called, mummy's boy. ILY mum! (:

Indian Pole Dancing/Acrobatics/Gymnastics LOL (Original)

2010-08-23T23:35:00.001+08:00

HAHAHAHAHAHA!

The first one shall be raihan, the second shall be rashid while the third one shall be... hmm... guess ah guess?

2010-08-21T18:19:00.002+08:00

Yang satu tiba2 tengah emo. Kononnye tidak dibius cinta. Padahal-padahal, cockster! Bila dapat tahu 'kekasih' sudah berpunya, baru nak start menyesal.

Yang lagi satu tak habis2 dengan kerje. Satu hari tak kerje ibarat..... tak boleh kahwin dengan farah! Ntah ape yang nak dikerjakan pun, aku pun tak tahu.

Yang lagi satu pulak, kononnye nak step cool, takde hal punya orang. Lagi satu nye cockster! Ade problem share lah ngn boyfriend NNN kau nie. Kate je peminat liverfool, 'You'll never walk alone', tapi nak step jadi macam peminat home united. HUH?!

Whatever it is, i can't wait to meet you guys this thursday. I think the last time we meet up was..... during the time our fireman turns into hulk. Kononnya nak jadi ipman la tu. -_-" Hope to bring them to see my parents(da macam nak mintak restu gitu nak kahwin dengan dorang tiga ni!) by breaking fast at my place. So i'll see you guys when you see me. Pape cipit! xoxo

2010-08-21T18:05:00.001+08:00

What's the difference and similarities can you see in this three pictures? So i believe one fine day, i'll have my own love's fairytale where i will end up with someone awesomely, gorgeously, super duper pretty girlfriend/wife although i may not be their awesomely, gorgeously, super duper charming boyfriend/husband. Nothing is impossible, like what adidas thought me. Sooo i shall look up on these three 'handsome' guys and keep believing that i shall find my 'syuhadah'. (:

2010-08-10T15:55:00.002+08:00

O.M.G!

When normally guys drools looking at girls with their big/sexy asset they had, i decided to look at his instead.

4x100m Relay World Record in Beijing Video

2010-08-10T15:31:00.002+08:00

I fazuking swear i had goosebumps while watching this video. It really reminds me of myself, hisham, aslam and nas where we had our national C and B division relay 4x100 during our secondary school days. Although twice we came in first in the qualifying round and managed to qualify for the finals, we were disqualified due to two lame reasons. The official said that when hisham passed me the baton, i was already out of the given line where we were soo sure that didn't happened. The following year was more stupid. After we finished the race, we were told that we were disqualified cause aslam didn't have a number tag on his shirt. Darn! How unlucky we were. The prospect of representing our school for the first time in a 4x100 relay in national track and field at the national stadium were hampered by two stupid lame reasons.

2010-08-09T15:22:00.002+08:00

CHICHARITO!

It's nice seeing them winning the shield. Hoping for them to snatch the title back from chelsea this coming season. And hopefully 'chicharito' could be the next cristiano ronaldo. But no worries cris, you're still my one and only ttm.

2010-08-09T15:09:00.002+08:00

Happy 18th birthday 'Qittotun'! ((:

2010-08-08T20:49:00.007+08:00

'Da gemok sak kau alep!'

'Amacam kau ngn hasmidah?'

'Kau putih giler sak kau skrg!'

'Mane rambot epok-epok kau?'

'Anak dalam perut kau tu confirm da 3 bulan!'

'Alep, tak ajak pompan-pompan(hasmidah, que, shar and adeq) yang pernah datang tengok game kiter?'

When i first saw them, the first thought that came through my mind was they gonna call me 'epok-epok'. Instead they were all shocked to see my sooo adorable and cute round face of mine. Haha! Totally enjoyed my time with them. Almost all the ex home utd players were there. Cage, o-le, taking pictures, teasing each other, reminiscing all the moments we had during those days. There are a few more pictures from coach's camera but due to having the young lions players pictures in it, coach can't upload it to avoid the young lions coaches to see their players playing cage cause they're supposed to have training on that day itself(fyi, s-league and prime league players are not allowed to play soccer outside. If they're caught, they'll be fine by their club). All the players still look the same except for me, ikhlas and yazid. Satu-satu tengah mengandung. Hahaha! Wanted to stay longer but transportation wise wasn't enough. So the coach sent me home which ended the day for me in a good way.

-me

'coach, whatever it is i wanna say thank you for accepting me back and im really sorry for whatever that i've done to you on that year. I don't know, i was too young and didn't quite know what i was doing.'

-coach

'nah, it's okay alif. I've forgiven you long ago. I understand you were still young during those days. I gonna admit i'm really pissed when you did that to me. But now let's just forget about it aite. Hope to see you soon alif.

At the end of the day, i wanna thanked ikhlas and hannan for making this reunion. And thanks a lot too guys and coach for accepting me back as an ex home utd teammates and player. Really appreciate it a lot. As for now, i'm looking forward for another reunion that you guys are working on. Hope to see you guys soon.

Ps to shar: If by chance you're reading my blog, Adam(wearing jersey no.8), said hie to you. Haha! Remember him, shar? The one that you had a crush on? He still remembered you okay. He asked about you but i told him you're attached already with a guy named, Adam, too. HAHAHA!

2010-08-04T14:18:00.002+08:00

Finally after a looong 5 years baru nak ade reunion. Haha! Im sooo excited just to think about it. For once i thought i would not be invited cause i was called the 'backstabber' when i left the club in 2006 for another club. But now, everything changed. Im glad the coach and the players decided to forgive me. So now, i can't wait for this friday to come. Can't wait to meet my old boys and of course, my coach. Hopefully Nas can tag along too.

p.s. to my ite friends: I'm really sorry i just have to paitao you guys this time round. But i do hope you guys would understand me.

2010-08-03T23:09:00.001+08:00

Sunnah hasanah and sunnah sayyi’ah: Online

‘Whoever starts a good thing in Islam, and others do likewise after him, there will be written for him a reward like that of those who followed him, without it detracting in the least from their reward. Whoever starts a bad thing in Islam, and others do likewise after him, there will be written for him a burden of sin like that of those who followed him, without it detracting in the least from their burden.’” (Reported by Muslim, no. 1017)

The above hadith is actually mentioning about sunnah hasanah (good practices) and sunnah sayyi’ah (bad practices). So when you do certain things and if somebody follows the same practice, you’ll either gain reward or (na’udzubillah) sin for it. Same thing goes for the followers too. When they do the same thing as you did, and someone else is following them, then you and your followers will gain the same reward for the good thing or will just burden you with sins if it’s something bad. And it applies to the followers of your followers’ followers too and their followers and so on and so forth. Hope I’m not confusing anyone with the explanation :P. So here’s a picture aid:

But beware, it can be more branched out than what the picture is showing.

In regards to that, a friend of mine wrote this on his blog as a reminder about all the small things that we do online especially in Facebook can actually gain you a lot of hasanahs or it can lead to something bad.

Be careful in clicking the ‘share’ button in Facebook, because with everything we share, comes an akhirah ‘investment’ that won’t be neglected. “Whoever invites towards wrongdoing, the sin of which he is guilty would be equal to the sins of the all those who followed him.”

Similarly, if you share something good, you’ll get your dividend in the hereafter, as long as someone keeps doing it. It’s the best business ever done; zero capital and zero risk. “Whoever invites towards righteousness, his reward would be equal to the rewards of all those who followed him.”

Also, be careful in clicking ‘like’ in Facebook status, because the lowest level of iman is silent resentments towards the wrongdoings. Where is our iman then if we ‘like’ it?

“Whoever sees something evil should change it with his hand. If he cannot, then with his tongue; and if he cannot do even that, then [he should hate it] in his heart. And that is the weakest degree of faith.” (Muslim)

2010-08-03T22:59:00.003+08:00

Fingularity: Djinn from the Cyber World?

How many of us have at some point of time in life, stayed online for so long, that when we looked at the time, we exclaimed, “What? It’s been three hours? What the hell have I been doing?”
Well, this is based on a true story shared by my cousin, who happened to tag along in an exorcism of a lady…

A very good reminder for those who are internet-addicts. And you think, you can only skype with humans. Seram keper?!

Nouman Ali Khan - Modesty & Shame - Quran Weekly

2010-08-03T22:49:00.001+08:00

2010-08-03T22:31:00.005+08:00

Allah said to Muhammad ,“Ya Muhammad, who is better you or Me? Who is their creator? Who put that love in your heart to them? I gave you a nation that doesn’t get tired of committing sins and I am your Lord that I don’t get tired of forgiving them.”
I can't stop smiling after reading it. ((:

2010-07-31T15:10:00.002+08:00

Both of this shoes cost $149 each. Wanted to get one of them but the thought of that next month is already fasting month and the possibility of breaking fast together with these group of people,

-sexayes,

-ite,

-poly,

-secondary,

-NNN

-and maybe 'her',

and going geylang whatsoever means i need to save up my money for them instead of the shoe.

2010-07-31T14:57:00.002+08:00

Darn! I seriously miss driving. It's been a long 3 months++ since i hold that steering wheel. I really regretted the tragic incident that happened which cause me in this situation. Maybe i might not even be able to drive anymore. So for now it's only gonna be Raihan's car or the public transport. :(

just the way you are - bruno mars (official video lyrics)

2010-07-29T00:20:00.000+08:00

The Forbidden Kingdom

2010-07-29T00:04:00.001+08:00

Im supposed to do my project just now but the thought of this movie distracted me. Haha! I actually saw the preview while i was at the gym today on the tv. It's not a new movie but the fact that i saw jackie chan and jet li(my martial art heroes) acting in the movie caught my attention. It's actually gonna show on channel 5 on the eve of national day but decided to catch it today instead at youtube. Now once again im sooo gonna pissed my group members cause im supposed to show to them my report tomorrow but ive yet to get it started. And best thing is, im gonna sleep right now!

Best Penalty Kick Ever? Ezequiel Calvente Penalty for Spain U19 vs Italy...

2010-07-27T23:29:00.001+08:00

2010-07-25T22:48:00.003+08:00

Managed to control my tears after reading this. Those closed friend of mine knew that i treasure my mum dearly and i can get really pissed off when they have or make nasty comment about her. AND I MEAN IT!

2010-07-25T22:39:00.001+08:00

BRUNO MARS

Im starting to fall in love with all his song.

just the way you are.

2010-07-25T17:45:00.002+08:00

Every single time after my daily prayers, i will always think back of all those sins i've done to GOD and other human being throughout my 20 years of life. I will tend to think how i wish i never do those bad stuff. But THANK GOD, HE'S MERCIFUL AND FORGIVING. Yes, i do make mistake but it's a matter if i vow not do it again after realising the sins i've done to GOD and others. Life is short. I won't know when is the day i'll be gone. RAMADAN is just around the corner. I really hope that month of beauty would change me to become someone better. But of course, action speaks louder than words.

2010-07-22T23:42:00.003+08:00

Aku nak jadi seorang hamba ALLAH s.w.t yang baik.

Aku nak jadi seorang umat NABI MUHAMMAD s.a.w yang baik.

Aku nak jadi seorang anak murid yang baik kepada guru tariqatku(Ahmadiah Idrisiyyah).

Aku nak jadi seorang anak yang baik kepada kedua ibu bapaku.

Aku nak jadi seorang abang yang baik kepada kedua adik beradikku.

Aku nak jadi seorang pelajar yang baik.

Aku nak jadi seorang kawan yang baik.

Sadly, i've been wanting something else more than those mentioned above.

Nak ttm la, nak motor la, nak bayak duit la, nak enjoy la, nak kereta la, nak bayak jam la, nak bayak kasut la, nak bayak kebebasan la, nak badan dgn handsome macam cristiano ronaldo la.

WAKE UP ALIF! SET YOUR PRIORITIES RIGHT CAN?! DO WHAT'S IMPORTANT TO YOU FIRST!

2010-07-22T19:53:00.002+08:00

Da dua kali aku kene rejected ngn pompan tudung! :( Hais...

Tak handsome ke aku nie? :( Hais...

Aku stakat nak ttm je sey, bukan nye nak 'bgr'. :( Hais...

Eh amira ngn lembu, kate nak tolong cari kan aku ttm? Da lupe ke? :( Hais...

A song for the flood in Singapore.

2010-07-22T19:36:00.001+08:00

HAHAHAHA!!!

Just for laugh!

2010-07-22T16:33:00.002+08:00

Thanks to my poly mates, im addicted back to counter strike like during my early days and the online soccer manager game. Without fail we'll be playing counter strike every chance we had during lecture, break and even after school. While every monday and thursday we'll always start the day by teasing each other's team if anyone loses. These little thing do make my poly life enjoyable.

2010-07-22T15:58:00.002+08:00

Fazuking tired, shagged and sleepy from school and work yesterday cost me with skipping of class for today. Haha! And tell me how to wake up when you can enjoy the cold and peaceful weather just beside my bed in the early morning. I know my group member will be annoyed at me cause im supposed to give them my report today and to make it worst i didn't reply to their message just now.

2010-07-19T22:00:00.002+08:00

They have the 'A-Team' but i have my 'N-Team'.

So whoever have any problem with anyone of us, you'll have to face the whole four of us first.

No matter in good or bad times, we'll stick to each other till all of us falls.

ps to tukiman: you'll never be alone brooo!

2010-07-14T00:26:00.003+08:00

JANJTTAZPV! :(

Go figure.

2010-07-14T00:09:00.004+08:00

"you've got to stick together with him like how he's with his friends, watch him play soccer like how he loves being with you, clean him up like how he wipes away your tear, tell him jokes like how he likes disturbing/kacau-ing you, hold his hand like how he likes kissing your forehead, take good care of his heart like how he gave you the utmost care. Lastly, you know you love him for who he is."

Aww... Someone is really in love huh? You know who im referring to. Congrats bro! But please, don't ever forget your friend especially the one that introduced her to you aite. Don't ever let me label you 'nonok' okay? Haha! See you around.

2010-07-12T21:03:00.003+08:00

I miss doing every single thing with this thailand gay! He's a friend that i treasured a lot although we rarely meet each other since after our ite days. We tend to share the same common thing in life except that punctuality is not known to him. Haha! Whatever it is im sooo looking forward meeting you this sunday. It's been a while since we kick those balls together. But don't you dare come up to me with your innocent voice telling me you can't wake up or can't make it on that day. You can NEVER annoyed me like how I annoyed you. Let's kick some ass, my cristiano 'fikri' ronaldo! =B

Scott Adkins - Becoming Boyka - Undisputed 3

2010-07-12T20:38:00.001+08:00

I signed up for kick boxing as my cca to do those exact thing. But what ive got are,

-doing jumping jet for 5 mins as a warm up,

-some kicking and punching then we'll be given like 20/30 mins to do whatever we want which will end up with us just sitting on the floor looking at the seniors and sifu doing their own stuff,

-followed by another 30 mins of wing chun practices then yet another 20/30 mins of doing nothing on our own,

-before ending the session with physical training which i don't really take it seriously.

Where's the punching bag? Gym workout(i usually had to do my own workout every wednesday)? Sparring(although i don't think i would participate if there is)?

Hmm... What to do right? Im only paying like just $10 each month for it. So i can't really expect anything much from it. So far i've missed 3 weeks straight of training. Hopefully the rest of my friend would go this week cause i admit, without them i won't even bother coming down as it's already boring and with them not being around, it's really a waste of time.

2010-07-09T23:15:00.002+08:00

THE GIRLFRIEND-BOYFRIEND RELATIONSHIP

"In Islam, there is no such thing as a girlfriend-boyfriend relationship. You are either married or you are not."

By Abu-Mujahid

At this stage your teenage chil
d may say that girlfriend-boyfriend relationships need not go as far as the sexual act; that they can control themselves and simply enjoy each others company. To counter this, you say that it is a fact when a girl and a boy are alone together, their sexual desires awaken and before they know it, they will be doing things that are not permissible between unmarried people. The reason for this is because Shaytaan will be the third person with them [Ahmad] and he will whisper and tempt them with the forbidden. This is why Islam shuns all avenues leading to corruption of the mind, body and soul.

Something else we must teach them is to restrain their desires. We can do so by giving them examples of the rewards for doing so, such as the person who controls his lust will be among people who Allah bestows mercy upon:

Abu Hurairah (r.a.a) narrated that Prophet Muhammad (s.a.w) said that among the seven persons whom Allah will shade in His Shade on the Day (of Judgement) when there is no shade except His Shade, is a man who is tempted by a beautiful woman and refuses to respond for fear of Allah. [Bukhari and Muslim].

I committed fornication(Zina) and I'm so ashamed of myself

2010-07-07T11:28:00.002+08:00

A very inspiring video.

It changes my way of thinking of having a ttm or a girlfriend for the time being.

So yea, give yourself 30mins of your time to take a look at this video.

2010-07-01T16:13:00.003+08:00

"Don't worry if people hate you because there are many others who

love and care for you on the earth. But be worried if ALLAH hates

you because there is no other who loves and cares for you in

akhirat."

2010-07-01T12:38:00.002+08:00

selamat pagi cinta. (:

Liking/admiring her is easy but falling in love with her is not. I don't wish to hurt her. I don't have the commitment yet to be in a relationship. Like they said, "relationship will only end in two ways, married happily ever after or a break up."

ps: tapi tak salah kan kalau nak syoik sendiri? hmm...

2010-07-01T11:47:00.002+08:00

HAHAHA!

That's right, no matter if his team loses or win, he's still the best of all time. =B

Ongbak3

2010-06-28T16:23:00.002+08:00

22nd july

2010-06-23T13:58:00.001+08:00

And the reason why i seldom watch manchester united game and support real madrid and portugal. ;)

2010-06-23T13:19:00.002+08:00

Wah, kecoh per niari. I was supposed to work today from 6 to 12 but was inform by my supervisor today itself that i'm not needed to come for work due to the upgrading of the kitchen. That's not the point. The people who's supposed to work with me today called me up immediately to voice up their concern whether they still goona get their pay or not for today. Im like, err... how am i supposed to know? -_-" Then this 'makcik kecoh' kept nagging at me saying im the senior so im supposed to know and should talk this thing out to the supervisor and scolded me cause she felt i didn't take this matter seriously. Okay let me get this straight. So what if i've worked there for 3 years plus? Im still a part timer. It's not fair that ive given the responsibility to act like a full timer or supervisor. I hate it every single time im the one who has to come forward to any customer when there's problem. I hate it when im the one who needs to stay back when everyone goes home. Da bagus tu aku tak mintak naik gaji tapi jangan la pijak kepale aku.

Hais...

I miss all my old colleague. From wendy, mazlan, rashid, safwan, qim, hadi, hasmidah, asyraf, nizam, micheal, zakiah, jermaine, jia wei, safa and a whole lot more where every single time i come to work i don't have to feel pressure and all i know i enjoy my working life with those awesome colleague of mine.

2010-06-19T16:56:00.002+08:00

Last warning eh wan, kau jangan nak menghilang kan diri lagi. Kiter da bilang when are the days we usually hang out. So lagi sekali kau bilang kiter yang kiter tak contact kau, aku sumbat tu jendol kau kat mulut kau! (:

2010-06-19T16:52:00.002+08:00

seriously tak cool la sey.

girls smoking turn me off completely.

now tell me, she said no but her friends said yes.

how how how?

iPhone 4 Official Video by Apple. WWDC 2010.

2010-06-16T12:26:00.001+08:00

OMG!!!

This is sooo cool! But guess i'll have to wait for 1 year plus till i can get my hand on this cause i won't want to pay the penalty of $500-$800 if i want to stop using the current iphone im using right now.

2010-06-16T12:13:00.002+08:00

oh cristiano ronaldo, why are you soooooooo fazuking HOT?!

will you be my 'ttm'? =B

2010-06-16T11:58:00.001+08:00

a cycle to remember.

having a massive butt cramp right now, but it was worth. (:

2010-06-14T16:37:00.002+08:00

Im having my 2 weeks holiday right now. But it's more like a study break for me cause when school reopen im having my common test. -_-" I still have 1 project, 2 assignments and lab report which needs me to write 1000 words(another -_-") to be done during the holidays. now tell me how to do all those within 2 weeks?

Anyway, went for shopping with nas at tampines 1 and tampines mall last saturday before amira and raihan came to join us later. I managed to get myself a pair of shoe, jeans, 3 quarter sporty pants and two shirts which cost me in total around $250 to $300. GOSH! This month and last month ive spent in total around $600?! I better stop all this shopping addiction. Haha! Oh yes, sorry sexayes for paitao-ing you guys last saturday for karaoke.

Hopefully tomorrow afternoon won't rain. Cycling with 'bdk gemok' at east coast. ((:

2010-06-12T12:38:00.002+08:00

one thing that i HATE about myself is that i tend to forget about GOD when im with my friends and having fun.

2010-06-09T12:49:00.002+08:00

syurga cinta

i can't believe i watched this show again like how many countless times already yesterday.

"kadang-kadang ALLAH sembunyikan matahari,

mendatangkan petir dan kilat,

kiter tertanye-tanye kemana hilangnya matahari,

rupa-rupanya ALLAH memberi kiter pelangi."

Nasyid Permata Yang Dicari

2010-06-06T16:08:00.001+08:00

this video reminds me of her cause she once asked me to listen to this.

hais...

i miss her, as a friend.

2010-06-06T14:14:00.004+08:00

how i wish im close to my dad.

how i wish i could share my problems with him.

how i wish i can share with him about my dreams.

how i wish i can kiss him on his forehead when im going out and coming back home.

i envy those people out there who's able to do those with their dads.

hopefully in the future when i get the chance to be a father, i can be close to my children like how usually they're close to their mum.

The Legend is Born: Ip Man movie trailer | Wing Chun Orange County

2010-06-03T14:18:00.001+08:00

another IP MAN movie coming soon.

Sinkhole Guatemala 2010

2010-06-03T14:05:00.001+08:00

2010-06-03T13:44:00.002+08:00

next week, 3 or 4 of them are already going to serve the ns.

my class adviser is giving birth to her second child.

some of them are busy working and boxing.

while the rest are busy with school.

outing soon please?

ps: im not gonna be the one who's planning!

2010-06-03T12:45:00.000+08:00

2010-06-02T12:44:00.000+08:00

2010-05-31T23:23:00.003+08:00

she caught my eye the first time i saw her.

the idea of having that someone special kept growing inside me.

but i don't wish to commit myself to anyone just yet.

but at the same time, i don't wish to lose that opportunity to hold onto her tightly.

like i've said, she's one of a kind.

HOPEFULLY (:

The Most Embarrassing Graduation Moment In Singapore History

2010-05-27T19:57:00.002+08:00

i tried not to laugh but HAHAHAHA!

okay, that's sooo mean of me.

2010-05-27T19:32:00.002+08:00

i don't know how true this is but if it's for real, what's the motive of them doing this?

2010-05-23T15:31:00.000+08:00

anyone out there who's sooo kind enough to buy this awesomely watch for me?

2010-05-23T14:04:00.004+08:00

To be exact, i have 5 more weeks to my common test. Sadly, ive yet to start on my revision. Ive always complain that i don't wish to fail any of my module but look at myself, i only have myself to blame. As for now, ive failed 2 c-math class test but managed to pull through for my mechanics class test. Lucky for me, amira managed to find for me a one to one tutor for my c-math. But ive yet to call her. Im trying to find a suitable day which im free as my schedule is always busy with school ending late, cca and work.

2010-05-19T11:49:00.000+08:00

RANDY ORTON

my favourite wrestler after The Rock

2010-05-18T22:15:00.002+08:00

hope you enjoyed the surprised we made for your 20th birthday!

ps: ive always thought chicken is spelt 'chichken'! cow jangan nak ketawe kan aku eh!

2010-05-18T21:50:00.004+08:00

The fact that all the good deeds ive done for you are only meant to be taken advantage of. Although ive did it with good intention, all i got back was that im being accused of trying to show off what ive done and had to you. It hurts me badly when someone i thought i could rely on back stabbed me right in my face(is that even called backstabbing?). I really don't understand what you want from me. All these while what ive done are for the sake of making you proud and happy, not for myself but YOU. I know im not perfect. but most importantly, where's the mutual understanding and communication among us? I admit i don't need you to provide every single needs of mine. All i want and im really hoping is that you could just listen and understand me. Please don't say im being egoistic. Look at yourself in the mirror! But whatever it is, im sorry for what ive said to you.

2010-05-14T13:24:00.003+08:00

I apologised for it, not because I'm at fault, it's because I treasure this friendship more than my pride.

2010-05-14T12:47:00.001+08:00

i miss my ite life and of course, my friends!

2010-05-12T11:53:00.004+08:00

OMG!

ive spent $280 for 5 difference items on my online shopping this month!

told ya ive got addicted to it.

i don't even know if i can ever stop.

2010-05-04T22:45:00.002+08:00

okay, this is soooo not me. but i think im gonna fall into the trap of blog shopping! thanks to one of my poly mate, he introduced to me a website that offers a wide range of t-shirts and hoodies. the only trouble i have to encounter is that i have to wait a bit longer for the stuff i bought to arrive due to shipping.

2010-05-04T22:41:00.001+08:00

happy 38th birthday to my one and only jabroni, dwayne 'the rock' johnson!

2010-05-03T21:03:00.005+08:00

i swear IP MAN 2 was the best action movie ive watched in my 20 years of life. im sooo gonna buy the dvd once it's available so i can watch it whenever im free. watched the movie with my gays excluding achid cause he had something on. but i won't mind watching it again if anyone would ask me out for that movie.

had my first ever presentation in my poly life today. for those who knows me well, i have stage fright. so how was my first experience doing my presentation in front of almost 100 people in the lecture room? i managed to overcome my stage fright apart from some startle and i was told by my lecturer that my formal attire was more to some 'cocktail' occasion. she said that i should get a darker colour pants and plain formal shirt. okay, whatever. nonetheless, presentation=cockster! never will i want to talk to crowds in my life ever. it's sooo not my thing.

oh yes! i did mentioned about myself not having any cca in my previous post. but ive decided to join one. guess what ive choose? not soccer, not track n field and not some outdoor adventure camp thingy. it's KICKBOXING! future wwe superstar wannabe. haha!

2010-04-28T22:11:00.002+08:00

im so proud of my youngest brother, asri, when his hockey school team won in the national final yesterday.

not only that, his team emerged champion in the zonal tournament too.

hais...

i miss those days when my soccer school team won in every single tournament we're in.

now what im good at?

champion in having the most awesome one BIG pack(instead of 6)! -_-"

2010-04-28T22:08:00.002+08:00

i miss my NNN.

hopefully the midnight movie that have been planned goes well.

as usual, putting my ego aside, it'll be great if arul and awai can tag along too.

2010-04-28T21:57:00.001+08:00

$250

$190

$250

i want and need either one of these three awesome shoes.

2010-04-26T15:01:00.008+08:00

sorry for not updating the whole of last week. been busy with school. trying to get use to poly life right now. im lucky to get myself comfortable quickly with a group of my classmate. most importantly, there's no smoking break like ive had to experience during my ite life. my time table is kinda hectic apart from the fact i only have to come to school on friday for only 1 hour!

-_-" decided not to join any cca for my first year cause i wanna focus on just school and work.

that's all for the short update. im updating right now cause my lecture is bored to death. till here then.

2010-04-26T15:01:00.007+08:00

anyway, happy belated 20th, 21st and 18th respectively.

hope you like the shoe and had the best birthday party eveeerrr!

sorry there wasn't any surprise for you.

next year ok brooo?

now let's plan what surprise we should do to achid birthday. HOPEFULLY his sayang can tag along. -_-"

2010-04-13T22:08:00.004+08:00

sometimes you have to be apart from people you love, but that doesn't mean you love them any less.

sometimes it makes you love them even more.

p.s. i really hope you guys wouldn't end up just as what my assumption is about the two of you.

i know i will never gonna have the chance to help you guys, but all i can say is that i really hope you guys would solve every single problem that you guys have and be that happy-loving couple ive always know about you two.

2010-04-13T21:56:00.001+08:00

they said your true love is always gonna be your first love.

hmm...

2010-04-13T20:55:00.001+08:00

happy 19th birthday mrs cow aka farah syahira!

p.s. bila kau n achid nak kahwin nie? (:

2010-04-12T16:32:00.003+08:00

THIS IS NOT ACCEPTABLE!!!
this was captured at a museum in spain.

2010-04-12T16:32:00.001+08:00

2010-04-12T16:16:00.000+08:00

long lost primary school best friend of mine.

2010-04-12T14:49:00.011+08:00

sorry for not updating for the last 2 weeks. been very busy lately. so let's recap what happened for the past 2 weeks.

firstly, im really thankful that ive got accepted to NYP mechatronics engineering although im slightly disappointed i didn't get into aerospace and aeronautical engineering instead. but it's alright cause most importantly i got myself into NYP cause that's the poly i wanted. im also happy for most of my ite peeps who got themselves into poly too.

4 April

meet up with some of my 5N2 classmate.

pastamania for lunch, newprint, shopping, dinner at makansutra(i guess?), slacking at esplanade before heading home.

6 April

steamboat at han river for dinner with my ite peeps before karaoke at grand link.

we ended up our day at the same place we first meet which was at as-salam(near ite tamp).

we confessed every single thing, throwing away any grudges anyone of us had among each other.

i admit being emo-ish after sending some of them home.

those 2 awesome years i had with them.

it's sad as some of us were posted to all different poly from SP to TP to NP and even to RP.

hopefully we won't be, 'kau-kau, aku-aku' once we start our poly/ns life.

8 April

went to JB at midnight(-_-") with achid, an and ali.

i still don't get what's so fun about going there during midnight, like seriously.

maybe cause they're rushing for time? idk?

11 April
dad's birthday was celebrated at home yesterday.

he's 50 this year.

praying for him for more years to live.

ily dad, no matter how hot tempered you are. (:

so apart from those activities, as usual i working my ass out.

2010-03-28T18:22:00.001+08:00

OMG!!!

im sooooooo in love with this bike.

$5500 within 1 year.

hmm...

2010-03-24T14:43:00.003+08:00

achid came up with a new acronym for us, NNN:

N=An=Nice

N=Achid=Naughty

N=Alif=Nerd

but somehow he forget that nas is also part our nnn.

so this ninja turtle represents us.

2010-03-24T14:38:00.000+08:00

HAHAHAHAHA!!!

so farah and achid, want me to treat you guys ice cream? XD

2010-03-23T18:15:00.001+08:00

a mother holds her children's hands for a while, their hearts forever

2010-03-22T14:25:00.001+08:00

manchester united 2 - liverfool 1

ive said this many times and im gonna said it again, i have nothing against liverpool fans but i just hate the club, FULL STOP.

2010-03-21T20:58:00.006+08:00

awesome weekends!

initial plan was to head to swensen at ion for ice craem/dessert buffet and bowling at marina square with my gays, nnn, along with amira and farah.

but had to change the plan at the very last minute cause 'APFC' had a soccer match(after like years) and they really needed the 4 of us to play for it.

no doubt i had fun during that match.

it's like been a while since i last played a 11 a side game and with them, apfc.

so we won the match, 3-1.

headed home to wash up then meet up my gays at compass before going to serangoon garden for dinner and desserts at ice cafe.

wake up in the morning today for another soccer tournament at tampines safra with vincent, fadhil, juraimi, shafik and farkhan.

unfortunately for us, we didn't managed to go through to the next round due to goal different.

played counter strike before heading to sengkang swimming complex.

oh yes, i really wanna learn how to swim!!!

headed home after that but the best part of all, fadhil allowed me to ride his bike to my place! (((((:

i really can't wait for january to come next year cause i finally thought of buying a bike.

at the end of the day, i really enjoyed my two off days this week cause i rarely had off day on weekends.

so yea, i'll be working everyday next week.

alright then, gonna watch the big soccer match between man utd and liverpool.

p.s. to farah and amira: don't worry, the initial plan will postponed to some other days. next, next week maybe? your guys will keep you girls updated about this. oh ya! you girls still own me something okay! jangan nak buat2 lupe.

2010-03-20T15:10:00.000+08:00

2010-03-20T15:06:00.002+08:00

it's proven that the ka'abah shines the most among all when viewed on the satellite even at night.

2010-03-20T14:59:00.001+08:00

i really hope one fine day, i can be right down there performing the haj.

2010-03-20T13:47:00.002+08:00

Funny isn't it?!

- Funny how a $20 bill looks so big when you take it to the Masjid, but so small when you take it to the market.

- Funny how long it takes to do Zikr for an hour, but how quickly a team plays 60 minutes of basketball.

- Funny how long a couple of hours spent at the Masjid are, but how short they are when... watching a movie.

- Funny how we can't think of anything to say when we pray, but don't have difficulty thinking of things to talk about to a friend.

- Funny how we get thrilled when a baseball game goes into extra innings, but we complain when a "Tarahvi" during Ramadhan is longer than the regular time.

- Funny how hard it is to read a Para (30 Pages) in the Quran, but how easy it is to read 100 pages of a best selling novel.

- Funny how people want to get a front seat at any game or concert, but scramble to get a back row at mosque so that they can scramble out fast.

- Funny how we need 2 or 3 weeks advance notice to fit a Mosque event into our schedule, but can adjust our schedule for other events at the last moment.

- Funny how hard it is for people learn a simple Preaching well enough to tell others, but how simple it is for the same people to understand and repeat gossip.

- Funny how we believe what the newspaper says, but question what the Quran says.

- Funny how everyone wants to go to heaven provided they do not have to believe, or to think, or to say, or do anything.

- Funny how you can send a thousand 'jokes' through e-mail and they spread like wildfire, but when you start sending messages regarding Allah, people think twice about sharing.

FUNNY, ISN'T IT?

Are you laughing?

Are you thinking?

Give thanks to Allah for He is good & Mercifull!

By Sister Zarina

2010-03-19T16:10:00.002+08:00

the fact that they called me yesterday night at the airport just to say that they're going off to thailand already really touched me.
cause i didn't expect that since ive 'paitao' them when i told them im coming along.
but they understand since their 'activities' over there are not my kind.
but no worries, i'll plan out something when u guys are back.

2010-03-17T14:55:00.002+08:00

what went wrong at the first place? putting my ego aside,
i miss this.

2010-03-15T14:50:00.004+08:00

3 years.

that's right, ive been working for mad jack cafe for that long.

been through 4 different managers throughout the years.

supervisors and colleagues keeps on changing too.

the lady boss is asking me to consider working full time for them when im done with my ns and studies.

hmm.........

2010-03-15T14:19:00.001+08:00

i like this very much.
guess i'll have to be grateful with what i have and stop complaining about stuff that i don't have.

2010-03-15T14:05:00.001+08:00

12th win in a row.

unbeaten since march 2005.

you're next floyd 'chicken' maywelther!

2010-03-12T18:19:00.004+08:00

the end of my ite life but hopefully not the end of my school life.

took my last exam in ite.

wore my ite uniform for the last time on that day.

but im pretty sure it won't be the last time im gonna hang out with this ite classmate of mine.

as usual, we meet up at night after our exam.

headed to jalan kayu for late night supper.

but before that, me and my two other drivers almost got caught by a police(luckily not TP) where we were racing among each other along tpe/sle.

imagine i was driving at 170km when i drove by a police car at a junction.

went straight to marina country club for prawning after our supper.

stayed there for almost 3 hours, catching and eating the prawns that we caught.

initial plan to join the rest for clubbing the next day was canceled cause people like fikri and majid didn't tag along.

for now, the countdown to 1 april starts today.

im so hoping i can get the result that i want on that important day.

for the mean time, let's just enjoy my holiday.

2010-03-10T16:38:00.002+08:00

i couldn't imagine how i actually survived 19 hours working shift each, for last friday and saturday.

not only that, i was having cage soccer from 12pm till 4pm before heading straight to work from 6pm till 12am on thursday.

waking up at 5am after only like 4 hours of sleep for the next two days was torturing.

but of course the $$$ i gonna get was the reason i kept my mental and physical strong.

just as i thought i could catch up my sleep on sunday, i had to wake up early again for SpeedTag for the sake of my two friends, farah and achid, cause i thought of 'paitao-ing' them as im too shagged.

but it was worth. (:

why?

cause there's like alot of 'tudung' and pretty girls around. hahaha

after the whole tournament ended, my nnn headed for dinner at orchard with achid's online gf ( -_-" ), farah, tagging along.

credits to achid for being brave by asking her parent's permission to ask her out.

respect sama lu achid!

now let's see if raihan gonna let amira go out together with nnn and maybe farah too cause... hmm... he's a man with a few words.

HUH?! haha

2010-03-09T20:22:00.001+08:00

IP MAN 2

a must watch movie for me.